What's love?

worth the tyme.


Life is too short
me
[info]guessmenot

Love, be strong. :(
Condolences to u n ure family about ure beloved grandpa.
meeting u at ure place later.
syg kau.


naddylove, tc n have fun to ure cruise trip today till sunday.
i'm going to miss u calling me for 3 daes. :(
and ya, spent last 3 daes straight with u was awesome although tak buat apape.
k come back soon. <3!


Ikalove, i'll c u lter after work to ijan's place. lovelove u.

ps: after wad happen today, plus my red day. i feel so shitty. feel so emoshit. :(

i'm just
me
[info]guessmenot


Its been the worst week so far. n i'm still holding my tears and still trying to heal it. yes it hurts. but do u noe me? korg tau susah senang aku? do u noe me as a person? i feel so inferior. everiting seems 2 b out of my expectation. Dont expect much from me animore. koz from today onwards, everitings gonna be different.
Stayed hm from thurs. Been skipping school since monday. Feel like staying at hm for this whole week. dont feel like tunjuk muke kat sape2 pun. But nad want to boroow my bag for her cruise trip so im forcing myself out of the house. N grandma came over last mondae, n i so love her so much. cousinlove drop by my place after school. n now. im just too hurt to even say it to ppl. n plz. dont tink its about my lovelife. it has got nuting to do with it. chao.
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its friday!
me
[info]guessmenot

CODINGS IS KILLING ME ON A FRIDAY.
GOD.
CEPATLA ABEZ KLASS.
CEPATCEPAT.
I CANT STAND IT ANY LONGER.
ITS GIVING ME MAJOR HEADACHES!
=(
*on another note, get well soon cousin's bf. Thank god u are fine.

They dont change me.
me
[info]guessmenot

Sisters are like your twin.
they understand and lurve u more than a boyfren.
Sisters wipe ure tears after a heartbreak,
Boys just leave u alone once they get sick of u.
Sisters hold ure hands and never even think about letting it go.
Boys just let go wen they feel like it.
Sisters takes mins to reply ure calls/.msgs.
Boys take forever.
Sisters dont comment on ure looks.
Boys do,

"ijan,ema,ika,nad"
<3!

whenever i fall.
me
[info]guessmenot
Currently in school's library alone. just sitting n seeing all the old pictures. IDAH YASMIN just made me embarrased n give me the wrong class to meet her. N thank u to BAHAROM koz he told me it was W16N ey! idah! haha. but yeah. dearest IDAH YASMIN. its just another day wherby u have to just endure the pain alone. I know how shitty it is koz im going through it too. BUT like wat u said, u can do it. BAK kate pepatah kin, nyanyi la lagu HERO BY MARIAH CAREY. HAHA. I skip class with the reason that i just cant concentrate today n no mood to study it. i just need to express it here, im missing my gfs alot.

dijah, idah,mas,maya,atie,kin.
i miss hanging out with u guys. cheyy padahal like last week ey meet korg. but yeah. i miss u gals.


nadiah adam. i miss u la tetek. its been so long we meet only the two of us. always ade org2. :(

n cousinlove. im fine laaa. thank u for ure concern. :)


ika baby. thank u for those encouragement. Those comforting words. <3!


EMAlove. i know that u usually potray ureselves to b the most strongest person within us, but truth is, u have alot to face. n i'll always be by ure side. muax!


The oldest but always like a baby to us. Thank u for those word of advise. its like an eye opener thingy. love u!


AND kak jaja. Thank u for the comments although its already been deleted by i dunnoe hu. yes it may lead me to nowhere, but has anione ever ask y im like this? nope. so i chose to walk away n kip myself quiet. yes. ppl can make stories, can say wtv they like, cn just assume that they are right. but for my side, i choose to keep quiet n ignore. koz im just too tired. hope u are happy with abg amat. with apape masalah that u had with him or happy tymes, im sure u both can make it far. miss u and love u.




A game of two.
me
[info]guessmenot
I was reading an old entry from kak jaja's lj n she made me think. TRUST was all she wanted in her r/s now. n to think back, TRUST was the most important and difficult factor to handle with. I admit, due to lack of TRUST, i cant move a step further in my long gone r/s. i miss the moments of having a bf to talk to. having a bf to go out wif. having that excitement wenever i have outings with a bf. i miss that so much. where's all this feelings gone to? im so temted to go back to the past. To be the one that i used to be. n now, i realised of my sudden change. Hu doesnt? even my parents spot me there. I tried being the nicest girl be it in the way i wear, the way i speak which is to not spit out vulgarities, the time that i reach hm. ergh. They may think that im enjoying my life but deep down, its empty. Its nothing. I miss kak jaja so much. but i dunnoe whether i should call or sms her. I miss ibu, ayah aniq so so so so much. But this feeling that they wont want to see me again is so strong. Ika told me not to think too much about this. But i just cant stop thinking how much i've lost the family love that i used to have that i use to "menumpang" for their care and love back then. N now, although i have my parents to fall back on, it seem so different because of certain issues that i shall not elaborate here. Not that my parents didnt give me that family love as much as how ibu and ayah all did. Its just that they prefer me to b independent. Mama Nor and cik mail always, call and ask of my whereabouts bkoz they noe that my parents are lacking of it now. My parents do call n msg n ask where am i, make sure im hm early. But that is just it. Once im at hm, im in my own world. Mama Nor always ask me out with yana, hisham and qilah,  but sad to say, sumtyms i felt a bit awkward because im just an outsider after all. Why cant my parents be like two examples above? I know i cant compare but i've been keeping this too long. N both brothers prefer it this way wherby they can njoy their own space. But not me. Cik mail did once told mok to stop being selfish n pandang his sister for once. But no. till now, everyone do their own things n me? im always with my frens. i deprived of that feeling so much. The feeling that im being wanted in a family. The love from a family. The comfort that i use to have at bedok. Im too ashame to even go back a step. n now, i shall just go on with the lyfestyle that i've made? which i dont think im enjoying it a bit now. at the end of the day i dunnoe what did i get from all the outings. oh well, its just another depression moments n there's no one to talked to.

DIAMLA
me
[info]guessmenot



Currently with idah, atie, kin waiting for dijah to end her class at dhoby. Feeling like KNCB. i just dunnoe how to show it or express this feeling. Im happy to meet the girls today but im quite distracted over the happenings just now. oh well, maybe i decided to just keep quiet. i mean i prefer keeping quiet. wat to do. i seriouslie feel like shouting uh. but its ok. takpe den. Maybe its tyme uh. ergh. i just dunnoe la y. i just dunnoe y. y am i so affected. y? But its ok la k.

i wanna go away. away from everything.


Dian the gembeng,
me
[info]guessmenot



Tak pernah ku kesal
Memilih dirimu
Biarpun pudar kelam masa silam
Bagiku kasih sayang satu anugerah

Tak ternilai olehku
Benarlah katamu hidup penuh pura
Tetapi tidak pada diri ini
Cintaku tulus suci lahir dari hati
Salju di danau rindu

Mengapakah sukar menyakinkan cinta
Yang terbiar layu disirami duka
Sedangkan diriku umpama pengemis
Mengharap kasihmu itu

Izinkanlah aku menyintaimu
Dan sesungguhnya cintaku satu...


I miss my old lyf so much. so much. i hate being like this. its not me.

down
me
[info]guessmenot



Why am i feeling so down this few daes? why im i easily irritated over small matters? why am i not being myself? why is it happening?
On another note, im so happy for you ATIE WARRIOR for the blissful r/s u got now. insyallah till forever. amin.
and as for me, i guessed it'll remain the way it is now koz im sick n tired of all this hit that is happening. u guys wanna blame me for it blame me for it koz i cant pleased everyone.

ps: bitches just cant stop bitching around and ouh ikut telunjuk ******* ! oh well. u tink too much bout ppl talking bout u. too much lor.
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Hanya ingin kau tahu
me
[info]guessmenot

Ku telah miliki
Rasa indahnya perihku
Rasa hancurnya harapku
Kau lepas cintaku

Rasakan abadi
Sekalipun kau mengerti
Sekalipun kau pahami
Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
Di setiap hariku
Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

ow wooo wo wo wo

Walaupun semua hanya ada dalam mimpiku
Hanya ada dalam anganku
Melewati hidup

Rasakan abadi
Sekalipun kau mengerti
Sekalipun kau pahami
Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
Di setiap hariku
Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu
Besarnya cintaku
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini
Di setiap hariku
Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

ow wooo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=znkjphkPV3o

kdg2 Tuhan sembunyi kn matahari dan beri kite hujan dan petir...tp rupe2nye akhirnye Tuhan ingin bagi kite pelangi yg lawa... by -wanie-


tercipta untukku
me
[info]guessmenot


As much as I would want him back I really dont know how I could forgive him for the past that i just found our recently . Maybe i could. AND i would obviously forgive. Then again, COULD HE?  Then I think of him and what he is doing. People telling me what to do now but i dun want to be making the same mistakes again. To put it, simply,  I want to be someone's everything. Someone who is there and wouldnt leave me n trust me for everything and support me through my darkest pace of life. Bur somehow, i guessed im too demanding. For example the other night, i was ranting my anger to someone i shouldnt have. Fact is i was confused that's y i was paranoid over things but to think back, i wasnt about being paranoid, it's just that i need someone to say their opinion straight to my face. Is it abit too difficult? Its been a long tyme in my r/s wherby, i need that sum1 to tell me straight of my flaws my strength. But no, there wasnt any personal conversation made throughout my r/s back then. AND i think that's where we have been lacking on. Getting back together with him, the more heart broken we will be. Both just cant admit of their flaws and always want to b of the good side. Face it, that u would want to explore to other ppl since i wasnt there in ure heart permenantly back then. There's always someone in between. As for now, He will either remain with someone and be happy, which will prove he's not the one for me. Or maybe he is there to wait till i recover from all this which mean he's meant for me or maybe he's just saying.

On another note, been watching malay dramas on youtube to kill my boredom. Infact i could have done my PP but i choose not to.sheesh. I just dont know where to start and deadline is drawing near. somebody help?  

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tAAOZ_HEOPM

click this if only u are heartbroken and u are a malay. :)
ouh weellll, its just an old singer singging an old song.  meaningful? hmm.

AND AGAIN, parkroyal is having a new captain and i dont even care what's his name. A new malay guy but i just cant stand the side of him. Gurau dier tak bertempat la weeeii. Ok its not me alone, but the rest of us. so MAYBE, it's tyme to find a new job? Cause, all the permenant staff, will QUIT if he's being an asshole again. So will just see how is it this weekend. if its a little too much, i'll be going.

tina tetek rambut baru sey weekend ni. Chey. =) will seeeeeeee.

AND,


ATIE, DJ, IDAH =)
i know, gue macam paitao korg the other day and im really sorry and i know i will be getting my chokeslam from atie the warrior but im really sorry and yeah i really hope to see u girls soon. very soon. itu pun kalau korg nak la. maklumla, da lamer tak mit kan. ok? plz. :(




and as for u gals, nak lpak nyari jap? haha aku tau ni gambar lamer. tyme korg masey skola. takde ema nye photo.  koz she was bz working at that point of tyme. ala. now im the onlie one schooling. boredom.

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Jangan pernah berubah
me
[info]guessmenot


i just dont know if what im doing is ryte. im not sure myself. I just cant take it anymore, i hate it when ppl assume so much. i know i can go through this. I've tried my best for so long, but somehow, i know that if we gave a chance to this, its going to kill me, koz i know now that at the end of it, im always to b blame. The other party wont realise why im like this, when i give all those example, i will also b blame but no solution came. AND when i talked about it, trying to rectify it, the answer will b, u wanna go, u go. Just b hurt now, if its meant to b, its meant to b, u didnt want to talk nicely, dont expect me to talk nicely. aku tak sanggup lagi, aku tak mau lagi asyik menjadi org yg harus mengerti semue ini. ego? yes i am. Its ok soul-searching. Insyallah.

ANYWAY, congrats to someone for your achievement! im happy for u. :) GO GO GO all the way ok! must semangat takmu mcm tyme sec skul must click the tyme ok dpt lesen, lpas ORD hor! :)

Went to watch movie The last house on the left with dearest nad yesterday. It was a last minute plan, she met me at my place after work and we went tamp. Decided to chill but i was so bored n we decided to watch movie. A suspense horror and i just cant stop covering my face. It was so stressful and cold! We kept on asking when is it going to end. OVERALL, thumbs up. Reach hm quite late, n the taxi driver made me so sad. I just couldnt control my tears, so as soon as i walked out of the cab, i cried. Watever it is, i just hope, things will be back like normal.

AND for today, went to school with namira, and i vomitted at the interchange. HAHA. kesian namira, she also feel like vommiting. Sorry maam! After repairing her laptop, we played board games and laugh like nobody's business in the library. AND went buker with min n kin, Both of them were so kecoh to decide what handphone to buy for myself, that i think we were quite noisy at banquet. Thank you mereka koz atleast u guys fill up my boredom. :)



While waiting for her laptop!



Played board games till sleeppyy!



It was a hot day, and so, namira.. decided to,



TAKE A CAB to wdlnds interchange. siap kasi duit suruh aku bayar apek taxi lagi. haha. pemalas tol.



kin n min, remember last yr? we sat at the exact place after buker at shatec? During the fasting mth? yeap.


anniversary
me
[info]guessmenot
He said it was due to the past two years bad experience, thats why im like this.
He said he dont want me to think too much about this.
He said i was traumatised.
He said its gonna be fine,
He said i was just thinking too much.

However,

I wasnt thinking too much.
I was traumatised.
I knew that its not gonna be fine.
I dont think i was thinking too much.
I didnt want things to go back like two years ago.
I am not prepared, im not strong enough.
I just dont feel like seeing it anymore.

STOP,

Talking to me about the two yrs ago incident.
Recking up the past.
Reminding me about her mistakes.
Saying all the possiblities of them.
Assuring its not going to happen.
Believing that particular person that, its nothing.
Saying that i think too much.

HOW am i supposed to face this when i'm 

ALWAYS thinking of grandma?
ALWAYS thinking of grandpa.
ALWAYS remembering two years ago.
ALWAYS facing a stupid scenario.
ALWAYS feel that it was just yesterday that it happen.
ALWAYS feel as if its gonna happen again.
ALWAYS keeping everything that i saw to myself.

Nevertheless,
i wish you both,


HAPPY ANNIVESARY
ABAH & UMI

I wish you both a blissfull marriage ahead and hope things will get better for both of you. <3.

and abah,whatever that i shared with u just now, i cant deny, im traumatised by that. and till now i cant forget about it although its two years past. and till now, i still do cry every night especially this month. I was affected by it so much. n i realised that now, im alone to face all this. you n ure judgement, i'll just have to listen and follow. =(

 

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like a stranger
me
[info]guessmenot


I was expecting a smile or maybe a glance but unfortunately it was like a stranger to me. Maybe i was expecting too much. SNAP. back to reality, its over isnt it? y am i still on denial. egoistic bitch/bastard. But watever it is, im fine. Still can control my emotions n maybe i can move on soon. Went out with kin n tina to bugis to find some important stuffs. Nevertheless i shop some not important stuffs but it was affordable so its worth the money. I dunnoe y but it'll make me happy to shop for things that i dont really need, sense of satisfaction.Meeting namira tomorow to school. Gosh. pls no more geylang. I cant stand the crowd plus the sweat. But atleast i had my 100gram dendeng and ayam percik and alot2 more. So plz, no more geylang. I cant sleep. i need one. a long one. but i just couldnt do it. I dunnoe y. =(




that scar on my back just wont go away. that scar. just couldnt sae it y. =(



In between the anak menantu of encik mustapha =)



syikin =)



tina =)

i'm so happy seeing both of them having blissful r/s. Double happiness is that they both are attached to two siblings. Isnt it wonderful? Having 4 close frens that is inter-related together. :) While they were busy reporting strength to their boyfriends, i realised that i was lacking on that. I miss reporting strength too. =(

On another note,
IBU get well soon. gi urut tangan kanan tu, jgn kasi melarat, it'll get worst. Rest more, health comes first. <3

Ladies.
me
[info]guessmenot



HEY LADIES by ROSSA
Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta
Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong
Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi

Hey ladies jangan mau di bilang lemah
Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan
Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies sekarang cinta pakai otak
Jangan mau rugi hati dan juga rugi waktu
Bila dia merayumu ingat semuanya bohong

Memanglah tak semua laki-laki busuk
Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada
Semogalah kita semua akhirnya
Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HvFmPWUHmbU

Dearest nad called early in the morning just to irritate me. AND dearest Ema was so happy i think since she msged all of us earl in the morning too. U see, i know they are just jealous that im having my holiday and yeah i can wake up as late as i can unlike them. So the only way is to msg me or kol me in the morning! so, i could atleast b awake earlier to entertain this workaholic girls. So yeah i need to rush for tyme cause im meeting tina and kin. so this is wat nad shared with me earlier on.

" Its ok 2 b abit lonely then being in a commited relationship with e wrong guy."
"y must u sacrifice all ure goals n dreams n career in becomin a beta person just to accomadate a guy in ur life that u nvr noe if he could sacrifice e same."

So yeah, why not u guys think about it, im tired of thinking. :)

bored
me
[info]guessmenot



i just dont understand. at first it was over. Den it was totally over for good. Den now, suddenlie it was the little girl's fault. ouh well, im just following  HAHA. suddenlie mcm the little girl yg tak sabar2 single. when the email state that it was the little boy hu decided to leave for good. Oh well~ its not gonna end. that little boy can find his other little2 girls to ponder his problems.
Supposed to go karaoke with the girls, but sumhow, ema wanted to go ming arcade instead of simpang koz she's bringing her 2 new frens, so i n nad back out from the plan. First it was the place. It was quite far n im quite lazy n second it was her frens that she's bringing over. I just dont feel like making any new frens at the moment. AND obviouslie, i slacked at home on a sunday. oh whyyyyyyyyyy.

im bored. -_-

wat a day!
me
[info]guessmenot

Cari Jodoh Lyrics

Apa salahku apa salah ibuku
Hidupku dirundung pilu
Tak ada yang mau dan menginginkan aku
Tuk jadi pengobat pilu
Tuk jadi penawar rindu
Tuk jadi kekasih hatiku

*
Timur ke barat selatan ke utara
Tak juga aku berjumpa
Dari musim duren hingga musim rambutan
Tak kunjung aku dapatkan
Tak jua aku temukan
Oh tuhan inikah cobaan

**
Ibu-ibu bapak-bapak
Siapa yang punya anak
Bilang aku aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku

***
Pengumuman-pengumuman
Siapa yang mau bantu
Tolong aku kasihani aku
Tolong carikan diriku kekasih hatiku
Siapa yang mau


Haha. first kin introduce me to a song by St12- Cari pacar lagi. Then while she was at geylang the other day with min, she complained about this indonesian song.. n when i was at payalebar just now with nad n ema, they played the irritating song that kin told me the other day, over n over again. At first i thought it was not bad la the melody. But when i research on the lyric n the title, i was laughing alone. Typical title, CARI JODOH by Wali band.

Well, we didnt even jalan geylang la.. we just sit at paya lebar mrt station n look at ppl while waiting for ema's french guy.
ergghh. boredom!
i want dendeng cannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. plssssssssssssssssssss. =(
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im going, away, stop pushing me.
me
[info]guessmenot



The thing of being single is that u just dunnoe wher to go, dunnoe hu to spend tyme wif dunnoe hu to share ure problems to, n to hu u could talk about ure opinions. OR maybe im too dependent to a bf so much.

Wtvr it is, to make it even worst, this particular sum1, hu i really treat him like a younger brother had change himself to a younger sister. i'm just so sad. but he's not to b blamed for everiting. Its just that his parents have longed given him to his auntie, n he felt no love way years and turned into a gay. i tried, advising him throughout the past years, but sumhow, its not working la.. he transformed himself until i couldnt even recognise him animore. im just so sad over this. AND worst still he told me, "adek skrg independent , da keje kat geylang" omg. u are only 16 yrs old. such a young age n u are working at this line. i just couldnt help it but to cry quietly about this. is it due to my period  thats y everyting seems so emotional nowadaes?

im going. no worries. im going. there's no nid to remind me. just remember that, wat i did isnt as much as how i tolerated ures for years. stupid assumption.

going out. i just couldnt stay at home. just couldnt.
umi said this.. "kluar la kak, nanti da baeq, dok umah"
awww, u are so swit mum. i.love.you

 


hatred
me
[info]guessmenot





Kris Dayanti - Menghitung Hari Lyrics

Menghitung hari
Detik demi detik
Masa ku nanti apa kan ada
Jalan cerita kisah yang panjang
Menghitung hari...

Padamkan saja
Kobar asmaramu
Cinta putih itu takkan ada
Yang aku minta tulus hatimu
Bukan puitis

*chorus*
Pergi saja cintamu pergi
Bilang saja pada semua
Biar semua tahu adanya
Diriku kini sendiri

Padamkan saja
Kobar asmaramu
Jika putik itu takkan ada
Yang aku minta tulus hatimu
bukan puitis


Thank you abah for waiting for me to reach home. U are the best dad ever. The best dad that tries to understand me so much. The best dad that eventuallie tried to accept my choices in life. Thank u so much. I just need that time. and u waited patiently for me to reach hm. I LOVE YOU more. Maybe u were ryte, sometimes things may not go how u wanted it to b so much. Actions speaks louder than words, But ppl choose to hear words than seeing actions. Which makes it impossible for a good communication. Dad says this, "cry now. cry as much as u want, but in the end, u'll smile. THEY dont understand u, dont see wat u were trying to derive at, but eventually u are still my daughter and i want the best of u. U've cried bfore and defended them, i kept quiet and try to understand u, but now, how does it feel when they dont see that u've grown n ure mindset is different and your approaches changed. They just cant accept u. But i have to accept u, cause u are my daughter. You are still my responsiblity and i dont like it if u cry for things like this. it;s not worth ure time. AND they dont appreciate u. If they do, y are u crying alone? where were they?"

I could only cry, could only ponder the good memories. could only regret. worst still, THEY never give me the chance to speak up. THEY didnt hear my part. THEY assume so much. n THEY, just go away just like the wind. To just keep quiet isnt gud enuf i guessed, but i think, i'll pull through. mark my words.

Thanks nad for the night, wee morning. Thanks for temaning me till very late. i lost babe.

AND cousins. i hate raye this yr. i hated it so much. no her = no raye.


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treatment
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[info]guessmenot
Here's the thing, abah ever said once, kiter anak2 die takde hak utk ckp he's being unfair. He's just doing his part as a father. But sumhow, his unfairness shows too much. Maybe im immune to it. im used to the unfairness long ago when i was in sec skul years. But maybe, brother didnt feel it yrs back n so, when he felt it now, he just have to shoot it ryte onto abah's face. And obviouslie that old man didnt accept it. AND now brother is not back yet from lepaking. Abah called him and i was eavesdropping, im scared yet i dunnoe how to tell dad tat he's just unfair towards mok n him. 

AND there's this part wherby, abah wanted to but hot horlick for mok, n ask me if i wanted any drinks, n when i ask abah what about another brother of mine, mum interupted saying that we could share. Why not, just buy one drink, n share it together? that's fair then isnt it?

sometimes, i realised mum was being too good when it comes to giving money to him, n i was very mad over that, i've always complained it to luqman back then and always say how much i hated being an elder sister. But tonight, i just couldnt help it but to cry because it's just unfair. Atleast i could take in the pressure. But im not sure if my brother would.
 
Dearest brother, i know the past weeks as been a hell for u to face abah. But trust me, if u noe the right way to get through that old man without feeling the unfairness, u'll b just fine like me. 1ST step, stop being selfish n u'll gonna be just fine. u think i couldnt care less bout u being like this. I did, but i kept quiet koz i just have to.


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